NyankoSensei

dogg

2009-07-12T08:00:00.001-07:00

tick tock tock ..time passing by so quickly..and boom! im going to b 20 soon...yet i find it amusing...but dissapointing.. a sense of guilt covers me. july 13 is a day i nearly commited a murder.

being insignificant in family bothers me lots. it seems tt everyone is busy over something tt is trivial... i wan some attention pls. it seems tt everyone had forsaken me..where is the warmth and love i anticipate?

Im anticipating something...but i noe for sure this wun ever happen to me.

I getting so selfish...more and more... I noe some things are not meant for me, but i want it.

Things which money cant buy... where ppl can easily get, but, i cant.

now being restless... some devils evil doing my body.

chanting the incantations,
wish to be cinderella,
waiting the clock strike 12
close my eyes,
pray that the nightmare i have until now,
will soon be over.

maybe i should stop..stopppp

i shan't...things tt does not belong to me...
i shan't crave for...
i dun deserved to be loved..

sexyy voice

2009-07-09T18:39:00.000-07:00

Another blow of flu atk me, making mi left a few health point...now both my ears have difficulties in hearing...my voice become lower and more...sexier. And the lousy doctor gave me an stupid medicine includes sleeping pill...tmd...i jus taken medicine... it making mi sooo dizzy and sleepy...when i dizzy, i keep seeing double vision....

yesterdae tt stupid medicine make mi fell down =.= luckily im at my hse...if not I may fell down and fall asleep on the same spot...=.=''

today~ i feel sweet and nice~ although abit slpy cos i jus taken tt drowsy med....well i gonna stay thruout the whole lesson~~ and my stupid UT!!!

GOGOGO! ME~

sick again

2009-07-07T06:52:00.000-07:00

just recover frm the irritating flu. last last week~ 25th june kena fever, flu, sore throat, body aching, diarrhor.. kena LOA for 7 days~ comeback to sch last thurs. and today,i feel feverish, worser flu, worsen sorethroat and cough.

Actually, I remain low profile in class... cos i dun wanna wear tt ugly mask, but clever ling ling, my faci spotted mi tt im unwell, but, pity tt, is already end of classes. kena some clsmate who say me la.... kena flu also nv wear mask arh!" is abit hurting, but...hahaha~ I dun care anymore~ RP forced me to become like this!

I feel 100x worst den tt time i fall sick! ALL THANX TO MY DEAR SCH RP! IM SO PROUD OF MY SCH! RP IS THE ICONIC SCH FOR H1N1~~!!!

thinking going polyclinic tml if still feel uwell....haizz...but i wanna go sch.......

fffff

2009-06-18T09:42:00.000-07:00

im bored..have been busy... got home late... left little time to enjoy..god..this isnt fair.. I jus hate last minute meeting... it can be damn annoying. now i gotta engage in playing maple again, i play KOC..night walker~~ wahaha~ it was nice though, when u play it with frens~

Sometimes i felt abit lonely...when I hugged my pillows...thinking of the coming of tml... is strange... is like... i will go somewhere far or never come back..something like that..and the worst is..im alone.

Sometimes i felt my heart is crying, is jus pain in the heart, but im still smiling to the very end, I pray that people can notice im in pain, but ironic...i dun wan them to noe. im tired..i wanted a shoulder to pillow on.

I remember a girl, who doesnt have projects or meetings after sch and pon sch for whole sch year last year, tells mi that she is tired and wanna rush home slp...I was shaking my head, how could she be tired? she even tells me she is stressed up by sch works..i cant believe her.

work load pilling up..too much sketch to draw over the weekends...i guess i will be busy too even on the days which i can fully rest... Im stressed.. i dun like it at all...3rd year...fcuking stress!

i have goal to accomplish in my life and i swore to do it in my lifetime.
1) master Japanese
2) master at least an instrument preferably piano,violin or guitar.

i cant...fuck everything which makes mi busy... 1am now...i fucking tired...hope tml will be a brighter day.

booored

2009-05-25T23:24:00.000-07:00

Bored.. and stress...mid point is tml... today have fucking CME UT and after tt will be fyp...can die neh...

mushroom are growing all over me...sob...someone pls pluck off it! argh!

im bored...anyone antertain me pls.

wtf

2009-05-24T04:40:00.000-07:00

1 more miserable week to holidays! and jus before holiday would be my fyp mid presentation, which you noe wat? sux for me. Now im chionging my fyp sketches to be due on tml, which is monday. Maple anniversary has arrive, but to bad..this all happen during my busiest time for me. And I'm a unluky person, I cant get anything though.

love friday, like saturday, hate sunday, fcuk monday... there goes my mood. tml is my elective which i wanna drop and there is UT tml... anf my faci will be ' hey who r u?' when i stepped into the class~ well..i feel very bored...most sketches i done is so kawaii type, I wonder wil it cater for old people... well hax it! I like cute stuffs . end of story.

my dog is chewing the newspaper again..y is he so stupid, but he makes me relieved frm stress though, his cuteness is priceless and rare. well but not tt part when he chewed the newspaper and making his cage a mess! I gonna close one eye and let my bro clean up though~

lalala~ i nid some sleep and a hug now.

bored

2009-04-28T20:51:00.000-07:00

Becos im too bored~ I have started my new blog today. I have an previous blog, but this blog will be my private blog which I share to my close frenz~

Today is a shacking day, which my left eye got sore becos or the stupid crab allergy, this is stupid isin't it? I wished I hadn't come sch, to this class, please bear in mind that I have no problem wif my fun loving class, they r nice ppl, is oni the 2 asshole in the class today, yea fucking asshole.

My team is the first team to present, everything went well, until the FAQ sections, that fucking asshole keep shooting...especially shoot directly to me. FUCK lor. KNN,CCB...